i live for the nights you'll never forget with the people you'll always remember, and the moments you can't put into words.
i’m going to be deleting this blog here in a few days, if you want a link to my new one send me a message :)
Reblogged from hopethefangirl
15 years and counting. i love my friends <3
13 years and going strong
going on 11 years now. :) she’s been there with me through everything. i’d be lost with out her.
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I learned a long time ago not to post anything that I didn’t want you to see. but now, i’ve stopped caring if you do.
you’re conniving, and manipulative, and vengeful, and vindictive, and would be more than willing to jump to the opportunity to use any little thing against me. or atleast that’s how you used to be. I’m not really sure if you’re still like that. I don’t know you anymore. and that’s alright by me. I learned from you every step of the way. through the good and the bad there was always a lesson that you were teaching me about myself, and neither of us saw it. I didn’t see it til I sat back and took a good hard look at my life, and where it is now, and what it took for me to find myself again.
I’m not going to say I don’t miss you, I do. and I will probably think of you often throughout my life, both good times and bad. you were such a big part of my life, my entire life actually, for so long, and I really and truly loved you. that isnt to say I would ever let you back in though. I learned my lesson with you, and this time when I say goodbye, it’s not going to be the beginning of us starting over like it was last time. this time is for good.
I hope that life is everything that you want it to be, that you’re doing well, and everything is going good for you. and the only thing I hope you’ve taken from this experience is to treat friends how you want to be treated in return. and with that last little message, goodbye is all that is left.
I forgot how good being a vegetarian made me feel. I have more energy, I don’t get sick as often, I just all around feel better about myself. fingers crossed I can make it last and stick with it for longer than a year this time. next on my list of personal improvements is to stop drinking pop. that one will be harder. but I’ve got a few more days left to enjoy it before I start that one :)
